Ugh.  After a happy hour marg with friends and a glass of cheap Trader Joe’s Chardonnay, I’m afraid I’m resorting to Tumblr to vent about Craigslist guy, in hopes to relax enough to shelve my insecurities with it for tonight, if not forever.

As if enough red flags haven’t been raised, more have sequentially popped up in the last 24 hours.  For starters, when we first started talking, there was nothing minimal about it.  Incessant texting/emailed (literally, about 100+ exchanges/day) ensued until Thursday.  Yesterday, he sent me one email, just asking how my day was, that I didn’t respond to for several hours.  Typically, he’d respond several minutes later, as our emails aren’t lengthy, but generally 4 or 5 sentences.  No response to me.  He text me in the evening, and we went back and forth for quite some time, during which I drunkenly asked if he wanted to grab drinks tonight and he confirmed.  Today, I heard nothing from him… no good morning email, text, etc. Zip, zilch, nada.  During happy hour, I asked if he wanted to still grab a drink tonight or just wait until tomorrow.  He wrote back a little while later asking if it was okay if we just had our date tomorrow, as he had “an extremely hectic” work day today.  Of course I said that’s fine, along with “sorry you had a rough day”.  No response back to me, and he usually always responds, regardless of what I write solicits one.  This leads me to think that he’s out with someone else… not necessarily a girlfriend, but another romantic/sexual interest, nonetheless.  The fact that I’m already feeling like a crazy girl is a personal red flag for me to withdraw now before anything goes further.  At this point, of course he can be dating other people, so I realize I can’t be upset about that… I’m honestly not sure what I’m upset about. Ugh.  I think sleep is the best bet for me right now.  Goodnight!